Wild Minds Network

Where wild minds come to rest

SamJ
  • Female
  • United Kingdom
Share

SamJ's Friends

  • Vesta Harford
  • Dimmer

SamJ's Discussions

Feeling ashamed but can't stop

Started this discussion. Last reply by Aj Sep 10. 3 Replies

This is awful to admit and I feel so ashamed for doing it. In my daydreams I have someone at the moment who is my main romantic interest.I've been having a really tough time losing my friends. I have…Continue

Living alone does it make things worse?

Started this discussion. Last reply by SamJ Jul 28. 8 Replies

Hi I was wondering how many people here live alone. I've just started to buy my first home on my own and though I am excited to finally be leaving home. I am also worried that it may cause me to…Continue

Learning about new things as I research characters

Started this discussion. Last reply by dark thoughts Jun 5. 4 Replies

HiI was thinking about this today. I've found over the years that my MD centres around romantic relationships mainly with famous or slightly famous men.I tend to do alot of research I can become…Continue

I don't feel so alone anymore

Started this discussion. Last reply by Nikki K Jul 14. 13 Replies

Hi I just wanted to say how fantastic it is to find this site. I have never spoken to anyone about my MD before I wasn't aware until recently that it even had a name I thought for a long time I was…Continue

Gifts Received

Gift

SamJ has not received any gifts yet

Give a Gift

 

SamJ's Page

Latest Activity

Fallen Messenger commented on SamJ's blog post Feeling so alone
"I hate daydreaming, but it's even worse when you can't daydream. MD is an addiction like any other, and I feel like we preform worse when we're off of our 'high' than when we are 'high'. I know the…"
10 hours ago
MatthewR liked SamJ's blog post Feeling so alone
Tuesday
SamJ posted a blog post

Feeling so alone

I've been finding it difficult to daydream recently. My mind has been preoccupied with work stresses. It's been leaving me feeling extremely lonely and sad.I have 2 days off from work and feel so low. Last night I had a lucid dream where I knew I was dreaming so I brought up my daydream guy so I could dream about him clearly. It sounds odd but even in my dream I knew this story came from my daydreams.I follow this person on social media I've tried to cut down the amount I check but the lonelier…See More
Monday
Luna liked SamJ's discussion Feeling ashamed but can't stop
Sep 19
SamJ replied to Jessica's discussion I'm new to this, feedback appreciated.
"Hi Jessica Everything you have written sounds exactly like my MD. I'm in my early 30s and have daydreamed what feels like my whole life. It started as daydreaming about having siblings (I'm an only child) and then when I hit my teens…"
Sep 18

SamJ's Blog

Feeling so alone

Posted on October 16, 2017 at 4:21am 1 Comment

I've been finding it difficult to daydream recently. My mind has been preoccupied with work stresses. It's been leaving me feeling extremely lonely and sad.

I have 2 days off from work and feel so low. Last night I had a lucid dream where I knew I was dreaming so I brought up my daydream guy so I could dream about him clearly. It sounds odd but even in my dream I knew this story came from my daydreams.

I follow this person on social media I've tried to cut down the amount I…

Continue

Without MD I would not be alive

Posted on August 18, 2017 at 4:29pm 2 Comments

It's a double edge sword. MD has stopped me pushing forward in life and doing things as it can take away days but without I truly do believe I would not be here today.

It shields me or hides my depression from me.

I have felt suicidal in the past and somehow it has pulled me through I imagine happiness and friendships and love but then when reality bites I realise MD maybe causing my depression getting me to stay in and not socialise unless necessary like work.

I want to…

Continue

Clearing my mind

Posted on June 26, 2017 at 4:00pm 2 Comments

I just need to clear my mind and confess my feelings from today.

I don't have anyone else to tell and I am scared to incase they take my daydreams away from me with making me feel ashamed or embarrassed.

I feel like I am losing it slowly, I feel I am obsessed. I know why I daydream I want my life to be more fulfilling than working long hours and then coming home to sit on my phone and daydream my evenings away.

I dream about falling in love and someone falling in love…

Continue

Feeling lonely and confused

Posted on May 28, 2017 at 3:09pm 2 Comments

At the moment I feel totally lost, daydreaming seems to be taking over my life. Normally I feel like I have more control over it. I feel like I can set the boundaries.

I would limit myself to DD before going to sleep and could easily cope with being at work and interacting with people. The last month or so I've noticed a change where I feel distant from everyone.…

Continue

Comment Wall

You need to be a member of Wild Minds Network to add comments!

Join Wild Minds Network

  • No comments yet!
 
 
 

© 2017   Created by Cordellia Amethyste Rose.   Powered by

Badges  |  Report an Issue  |  Terms of Service

Real Time Web Analytics

Clicky