Where wild minds come to rest
Since I was born, I took for granted the consequences daydreaming would bring to my future. I never realized how unsafe it is to constantly drown in an ongoing stream of daydreams inside your head.…Continue
Jessica Ballantyne has not received any gifts yet
I have been alone for quite a long time. I see my best girl pal occasionally, but most times, I spend a majority of my life in a very introverted setting. Whether I do art, read a book, serf the web or write articles I always just sit there all by myself.
Only time I ever really socialize is when I play Badminton and Volleyball at a local recreational center with team members, about twice a week. I am still trying to broaden my social strategies in wherever there's a group get together.…
I think, I get this.
I've been living in worlds of 'my own' for so long, I never payed attention to whose really 'here.' That is why my life looks so empty of people. MDD made me far less interactive than I should have been. So, now that I learned, I have to pick up from where I left everything, and 'refresh' my life. Unfortunately, I waited later into my 30's to start doing this, because I've been such an idiot in my youth. I also have to return to school and change my…
I grew up around my grade school peers for years, although I had very little in common with them. I wasn't their kind and couldn't seem to speak their language. Well even after my College years, I looked up old peers on Facebook, and noticed they were living their lives to the fullest." They were never alone." Pictures sprawled on timeline pages showing their friends, spouses, boyfriends, girlfriends, children and family. Although, I would try to keep in touch with Facebook chat box…Continue
I am sort of shocked at all things I never knew about, while growing up in my hometown all these years. For instance,
why so many people wanted to 'pick on me' or blame me for something, almost with no mercy. It is as if how I felt made
no difference. Also, of course, why people refused to befriend me, or even date me, all because I appeared very peculiar
on the outside. Like, I almost wasn't talking...almost not at all. I was always thinking, drifting, pondering or…