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Reality vs. Day Dreams

Started this discussion. Last reply by J Peters Nov 22, 2013. 5 Replies

Reality vs. Day Dreams I am in a process of comparing my reality and my day dreams. Just wanted to get everybody thinking about it as well and I feel if we can compare the two we made find certain…Continue

WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS

Started this discussion. Last reply by Cordellia Amethyste Rose Nov 5, 2013. 5 Replies

 After I discovered the site “Wild Minds Network” I was able to confirm what I have been speculating all my life. I knew what I was doing was not normal but could relate in what way because my…Continue

This is weird

Started Oct 29, 2013 0 Replies

Wow I actually discovered that I am suffering from MD. After so many years no site or therapist actually related to my problem. I ended up diagnosing myself with schizophrenia which depressed me a…Continue

Pause

Started this discussion. Last reply by The1andonlyAbber Feb 27, 2014. 6 Replies

Lol when I day dream I am able to put a pause to the story if I am interrupted but I just can not wait for the person to be of my side so that I can play the fantasy again.I sometime do researches on…Continue

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Mar 12
Bonnie replied to Shadow Cat Sam's discussion Check in!
"Hi I am still here."
Aug 8, 2015
Ivy White commented on Bonnie's blog post Confussed Even more
"Sorry to hear it, I know that things aren't always easy or clear cut but in my experience, when I fall in love with someone I am completely "into" reality, because suddenly reality makes so many emotions stirr up and happen.  I…"
Mar 24, 2015
Roel commented on Bonnie's blog post Confussed Even more
"I feel sorry for you :(. It's hard, whene you set up a goal for yourself, you immidiatly start dreaming about achieving that goal, and thus you get hold back even more.I know that situation of not being able to say wether you love someone, or…"
Mar 21, 2015
Bonnie posted a blog post

Confussed Even more

Hi Dreamers.I have not posted in a while.I have been trying to stop DD for a while now but the more I try the more i go deeper into it. I have been single for 2 years now. My problem recently is that i can not differentiate between my day dreams and reality.I think i am in love with a co worker but i am not sure if my feelings are real or I am just imagining things as usually. I am more confused than ever. I live more in my day dreams than reality because of the new job I am doing. i have the…See More
Mar 21, 2015
Bonnie replied to Cordellia Amethyste Rose's discussion Fantasy and physical health?
"When I am physically ill I can not day dream at all dear. I wish that I can so that I can ignore the physical pain. when I force myself too dd it doesn't last and does not become as interesting as I would like to be."
Oct 2, 2014
Bonnie commented on Ruby Hunt's blog post any other MDD sufferes ever had trouble with love?
"Hi I have been single for years bcoz every guy I meet never come close to the guys I date in my day dreams so I become angry and end up breaking up with that guy. MDD has affected my normal life."
Jul 30, 2014
Bonnie updated their profile
Jul 30, 2014
Bonnie commented on Nathaly's blog post A question to all the Mdreamers - why do you think it is so hard to tell smb what we're doing?
"Good for you!! I'm from South Africa and I am black- Black people where I come from do not even believe one should see a   a therapist. So it will take a long time for anyone around me to under MDD. I never feel ashamed to share and I…"
Jul 30, 2014
Bonnie commented on Nathaly's blog post A question to all the Mdreamers - why do you think it is so hard to tell smb what we're doing?
"Good Day I found out last year about MDD and realised how it nearly killed. I have told 2 close friends whom I do not even think they took me serious, I feel I don't need to tell anyone anymore because its just a waste of time. People will…"
Jul 30, 2014
Bonnie and 4everlost23 are now friends
Jul 30, 2014
Bonnie replied to Ruffus's discussion My name is Ruffus and I'm a daydreamer...
"Hey Dude   Nice to meet you too…. Bongi is my name. Your day dreams are as similar to mine, they never changed only the characters and name but the story angle remains the same. I always end up day dreaming especially when I am stressed…"
May 13, 2014
Tinkerbell replied to Bonnie's discussion Can we beat MD
"I think so yes. Since finding this group I have seen  a psychiatrist and  that has helped me to deal with some of my issues, some of which started my MD.  I am also meditating daily which has enabled me to focus more and control my…"
Mar 22, 2014
Desiree replied to Bonnie's discussion Can we beat MD
"Hi everyone! I just wanted to say that MD can be beat. I beat it after it being apart of my life for about 8 or 9 years. For me, personally, one night while I was daydreaming (I pace while doing it) I just snapped out of it. It almost felt like…"
Mar 10, 2014
jey replied to Bonnie's discussion Can we beat MD
"I go to a top school with a lot of actual real life "geniuses," and I can tell you that while they might be good at math or analytics, they are mostly very very bad at imagination. I think MDD can make you smarter, even genius-level, but…"
Mar 8, 2014
The1andonlyAbber replied to Bonnie's discussion Pause
"If something exciting is happening I pause. Otherwise the daydream just goes on without me. Pausing the daydream is actually really hard. Sometimes if I don't pause I just make up what I was doing at that time in the daydream later. Other times…"
Feb 27, 2014

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Confussed Even more

Posted on March 21, 2015 at 7:28am 2 Comments

Hi Dreamers.

I have not posted in a while.

I have been trying to stop DD for a while now but the more I try the more i go deeper into it. I have been single for 2 years now. My problem recently is that i can not differentiate between my day dreams and reality.

I think i am in love with a co worker but i am not sure if my feelings are real or I am just imagining things as usually. I am more confused than ever. I live more in my day dreams than reality because of…

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BANG!!! HERE I GO AGAIN

Posted on November 24, 2013 at 10:23pm 2 Comments

I haven’t seen myself in such a state ever since I discovered this site. Ok I was just at home ALONE playing computer games when I started day dreaming, I tried to stop myself but it was so good, I was rolling in it and convinced myself an hour would not hurt anyone. It was Saturday midday and it went on to Sunday, I had plans with a friend on Sunday could not make it I then switch off my phone and spend my whole day dreaming. Today I feel so exhausted like I was travelling the whole…

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Difficult than I ever thought

Posted on November 8, 2013 at 5:01am 5 Comments

I have tried not to daydream for about a week now. Yesterday and today I find myself doing it and I cry and feel extremely sad that I did it again. “I'm like an alcoholic with an unlimited supply of booze everywhere I go. When I do it too much I feel sick & dazed, yet I can't stop.” this statement is so true guys. today I feel like I am way too late to stop this is part of who I am and maybe I will be a daydreamer for the rest of my life. I feel sad that I cannot control…

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Knowing that I am not the only

Posted on October 28, 2013 at 11:58pm 5 Comments

After years of thinking I was crazy I finally got to meet people who understand what I am actually going through

I can’t remember when it all started but I was very young in my early childhood. I just wanted to be alone and day dream create my perfect world where I can be a superhero. I would spend hours simultaneous playing all the characters I have created in my mind. Once I had an imaginary boyfriend whom I ended up telling my friends about they never met him coz he never existed…

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