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Missing social life. Is it because of MDD?

Started this discussion. Last reply by searching mom Apr 8. 4 Replies

It's not that I live alone at home. I have a family, cousins and quite a lively university. Yet I am lonely. When I'm with a bunch of people, I often don't know what to speak. I have very few friends…Continue

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Jul 31
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How MD ruined my life

Till the age of 5, I hadn’t been daydreaming. Life was disgusting till then. My parents, who hated each other, fought like wild animals. This trauma forced me to cut myself off from the world — the reality — I live in. There was no source of joy left. I lived under a constant threat of another conflict flaring up in the house and under this situation, how could I be satisfied with anything?Then came the television into my life. I was never fond of it, but once I saw an episode of a show which…See More
Jul 30
searching mom replied to Blackosaur's discussion Missing social life. Is it because of MDD?
"Blackosaur...I am not a DDr but am somewhat shy and always have been.  It is easy to be in a group and seem like you are invisible.  I do know, however, that talking to people and making friends is easier when you have interesting things…"
Apr 8
Tammy O. replied to Blackosaur's discussion Missing social life. Is it because of MDD?
"I know the feeling. I can relate to this. I live with family and have a few friend but I feel relatively disconnected with almost everyone. The feeling of being alone is normal especially with MDD. It is very hard to connect with reality since the…"
Apr 5
Kitt Coltrane replied to Blackosaur's discussion Missing social life. Is it because of MDD?
"This is a very interesting topic and Matthew makes some great points. I just want to add that even though I’m very extroverted and friendly, everything feels fake. I’m cute, tiny and personality plus so I have tons of attention, but I…"
Mar 26
MatthewR replied to Blackosaur's discussion Missing social life. Is it because of MDD?
"I know what you mean. When I'm in a group, I feel even lonelier than when I'm actually alone. Being around people reinforces that sense of isolation. It's not the MDD, but something more fundamental that contributes to it. I'm…"
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Missing social life. Is it because of MDD?

It's not that I live alone at home. I have a family, cousins and quite a lively university. Yet I am lonely. When I'm with a bunch of people, I often don't know what to speak. I have very few friends for probably the same reason. Despite being among people, I feel like being alone. People around me talk to others with such ease and make new friends so quickly, while all of this is a Herculean task to me. I talk like a stranger to even those people I have known since past 2 years. Why won't I?…See More
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How MD ruined my life

Posted on July 30, 2018 at 10:09pm 0 Comments

Till the age of 5, I hadn’t been daydreaming. Life was disgusting till then. My parents, who hated each other, fought like wild animals. This trauma forced me to cut myself off from the world — the reality — I live in. There was no source of joy left. I lived under a constant threat of another conflict flaring up in the house and under this situation, how could I be satisfied with anything?

Then came the television into my life. I was never fond of it, but once I saw an episode of a…

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