I fully Agree with what Social Butterflies notice when watching me

I am beginning to agree as to why social butterflies react so bad when I just sit there, looking unfriendly with my mouth shut. When your living in your head, whatever dream world your in, you forget that people wonder why your so quiet and won't verbally contribute to their conversations. Therefore, they'll think your a jerk who doesn't like you, or you don't have a great I.Q. level. This is when the teasing, gossiping, criticisms and manipulation begins.

If you try to explain where you were all that time, they are going to likely feel uncomfortable or creeped out by you. I remember trying to explain to a bunch of girls my thoughts and sense of humor based on my favorite children's book about vampires. My language was so strange and out off this planet to them, so with weird expressions on their faces, they nauseatingly removed from their play area.

Another time, I was with my Aunt in Las Vegas, chilling out in a mall before my cousin's wedding. I was day dreaming about shoguns in Japan, because well, I was recently watching the TV movie Shogun. I was constantly being so very quiet, that I made my aunt very worried, so she kept on asking "Are you OK." She even spread it to every family member and friend in my aunt and uncle's hotel room. I felt so embarrassed, self-conscious and wished I stayed at home. The, next morning, I decided to discuss Shogun with my aunt while swimming in a public pool at our hotel. As we entered the elevator, my eyes dazed off towards the elevator buttons, until I looked up to see my aunt's face right up to my face in perfect parallel, with her eyes staring directly into my eyes. Then she gestured how far away I must be by flickering her fingers up above her head.

All grown up, I have experienced adults wondering where I've been, especially when I wasn't listening and staring off blankly into the distance. I don't believe I've ever told them what I was thinking! I didn't know how, because they usually always get pretty mad or they make fun of me.

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